I Became a Godmother

May 10, 2014 

Dallis!!! 

She is so adorable, I love her so much!!!

just a jornal entry 062410

I feel used, and forgotten about. I feel like the people that I care about most dont care about me in the same way. And that they only call, or ask me to do something when there is noone else around or noone else to talk to. Like I am on the back burner in so many peoples lives... I try so hard to do everything I can for the people that I care about and yet I feel left behind, shut out from thier lives. And I have tried everything to change that haven't gotten anywhere.

PRIDE FEST!!!

PRIDE! this year was a lot of fun. Started out with Michelle, Gina and Myself. Went down to the grounds early. Was able to see lots of people that i had not seen in a long time. Ate lots of yummy food, and ofcourse visited the health fare for all the free stuff and pride grocery bag. :) oh yeah i use it all the time. lol
Meet up with Marsha and a few other people. We all went to the Camel stand, we all got 4 free boxes of cigaretts, even tho i dont smoke and a few other dont either, we just gave the ones we got to one of the other people that do. So I gave all of mine to Michelle.
Did lots of walking today and boy were my feet hurting at the end. We caped the day at the grounds around 9 and headed back to the house to hangout.

Lots of fun, had a great time with friends and great memories. Couldn't ask for more. :)

TRUE LOVE IS WHAT YOU FIND IN FRIENDSHIPS!

SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS, RESPECT, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVES YOU FOR THE PERSON THAT YOU ARE, NOW THAT IS REAL LOVE.

SOMEONE THAT UNDERSTANDS THAT YOU MAY NOT BE PERFECT AND YOU'LL MAKE MISTAKES ALONG THE WAY. BUT WILL HELP YOU OVER THOSE HURDLES.

My sister Merrisa is Amazing! She completed her first half marathon 13.1 miles on Sunday Apr 18th, 2010

Merrisa did such an Amazing!!! job. I am so proud of her, this is a huge accomplishment.

She ran 13.1 Miles in 3 hours and 4 min.

the race started at 7:30am, GO MERRISA!!!!!!!

We saw her at mile 6 as she ran past and then headed back to the finish line to wit for her to come across.

This was a very proud moments for not only Merrisa, myself watching her, but the enterier group of friends and family that came to support her.

Cheering Section:

Me, Amanda, mom ,dusty, dad, kim, uncle jeff, friends Marie, Brian, jessie, anna (jessies mom)veda, cohan, michelle schultz, michelles gf, kristin, michelle from wrk, brigette, amber, alburto (merrisa's personal trainer) his 3 boys, Mark kapril (and family).

Also in the race: Michelle Schultz, mary kapril, (7 of the 16 total Kapril siblings

meteor flys over SW wisconsin

meteor hit wisconsin:


http://www.aos.wisc.edu/fireball/2010_04_14_fireball_loop_1024x768_long.gif


http://www.wkowtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=12314363

the stress level......

As far as my last post, I am feeling a littel bit less stressed today. Not 100% but good enough that I am not crying every night because i dont know what to do about everything going on. I still dont know how to fix any of the problems yet, but I know that its not the worst thing that could be happening and I know that I am a strong person. Someone had to remind me but she was right. I am a strong person and if i can make it threw all the other crap that has happened I can make it threw this slump. She also reminded me that I am not alone. I have been feeling like I am completely alone on so many levels. But knowing that I can call on my best friend even if I only get to talk to her with being so far away it helps alot. And not that i ever forgot that she is there for me. But the reminder deffinatly helped.

Last night being a crazy night in of it self, with out going in to any specifics, but it really helped me to realize my problems are not as bad as I was feeling. And after last night it helped me put myself in check. There are other people out there that are 10x worse off, and stressed than I am. And well I can ba a lot more help to those that need me.


thanks MVS, getting to talk to you helped a lot, love you lots!