just a jornal entry 062410

I feel used, and forgotten about. I feel like the people that I care about most dont care about me in the same way. And that they only call, or ask me to do something when there is noone else around or noone else to talk to. Like I am on the back burner in so many peoples lives... I try so hard to do everything I can for the people that I care about and yet I feel left behind, shut out from thier lives. And I have tried everything to change that haven't gotten anywhere.