just a jornal entry 062410

I feel used, and forgotten about. I feel like the people that I care about most dont care about me in the same way. And that they only call, or ask me to do something when there is noone else around or noone else to talk to. Like I am on the back burner in so many peoples lives... I try so hard to do everything I can for the people that I care about and yet I feel left behind, shut out from thier lives. And I have tried everything to change that haven't gotten anywhere.

PRIDE FEST!!!

PRIDE! this year was a lot of fun. Started out with Michelle, Gina and Myself. Went down to the grounds early. Was able to see lots of people that i had not seen in a long time. Ate lots of yummy food, and ofcourse visited the health fare for all the free stuff and pride grocery bag. :) oh yeah i use it all the time. lol
Meet up with Marsha and a few other people. We all went to the Camel stand, we all got 4 free boxes of cigaretts, even tho i dont smoke and a few other dont either, we just gave the ones we got to one of the other people that do. So I gave all of mine to Michelle.
Did lots of walking today and boy were my feet hurting at the end. We caped the day at the grounds around 9 and headed back to the house to hangout.

Lots of fun, had a great time with friends and great memories. Couldn't ask for more. :)